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Guess we're going deep on this one. Have fun, y'all, don't get the bends or something. I'll just be up here paddling on the surface with my snorkel and my floaties. I'm not brave enough for those shark-infested waters.
What do I know about pain, except how to ignore it? Physical or emotional, the fastest way to make it go away is to pretend it's not there. Or make a joke about it. Sometimes that's the only way to manage - if you can't laugh about it, you'll definitely cry about it.
As for control, I'm not religious nor have I been to AA but I think there's value in the Serenity Prayer. I try not to get worked up about other people's behavior or attitudes. They are beyond my control. All I can control is my own behavior, but boy do I go overboard there. I'm still trying to figure out whether certain habits, related to food, exercise, and other obsessive behaviors, are controlling me or the other way around. So again, don't do as I say or as I do, because I'm a hot mess just waiting for a spark to ignite a full-on dumpster fire.
The meaning part is a little easier.
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